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MONDAY! ITS PARTY TIME! July.12.2010.

For the gingers birthday we went to Lipstixx instead. It was the first time I went to that club and it was an alright strip club I guess? I was so hammered and everyone was having so much fun. It felt great to let loose!! Steve was there which was also great cause I loved seeing him enjoying time out when I'm with friends. Lipstixx gets an 80% from me. I like the black lights, dancers are alright.

I should become a club rater. Hahaha! That would be an exciting job! I have a job interview this week. CROSSING MY FINGERS. Trying to think positive!!!!!

POLE dance AUGUST update!!

So still haven't been doing to much dancing, okay that's a lie but not as intense. Its hard not to use my left arm. Even the sightless repetitive movements and it acts up. Such a bummer! I did try a split grip v-spin? Where you are in the split grip position and lift up into a v with your legs. Oh well I think that's what I call it I guess I should look it up!!

Still doing one handed front hooks(right),fireman,attitude.Working on some knee holds and chair sits.

When I was in Nestor Falls for the week with Steve I had no pole. But on our drive there we popped into Kenora. We snapped a couple pictures with Husky the Musky? Is that his name? Anyways there were a few poles in the garden and on right in front of the lake. They were quite a bit thicker since I only have a 45 but they were easier to grip for a chair sit which is what I wanted a picture of. Since I can't do many poses with my bad arm. Wasen't even gonna risk anything! Nailed it the first time. Then progressivally got worse as I went on. I had to use some climbing strength and its so hard with just one hand so I end up using my bad arm and it hurts again! UGH!! Anyways 3 tries and I quit, but got 2 pictures.

Here they are..



And here is a great video of Jenyne Butterfly. My favorite of her's so far!!

quick update

Haven't really been poling all too much. Did a bit just now, wow it gives me a sweat, plus I'm still a little sick so it makes me cough so much. Ugh I wish this sickness and nerve pain shit would go away!!! My arm is so annoying. I have to keep it straight as much as possible because of the nerve entrapment. It's hard to when I'm trying to sleep. But when people curl there arms up while sleeping it can make it worse and cause it? If you bang it bent I guess. Anyways its hard to stay away completely but I can still do one handed things. Some floor work and walking. I just wish I felt better I'm still sick its been a whole week!!

My fucked up arm blog.

When I first set up my pole about to weeks ago, I hopped right on it and did some moves. ( It took us a whole day to fix our ceiling and get the pole to fit in my little basement) So I was just so happy to try it out. I know now NEVER EVER EVER..... eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeerrrrrrrr to pole when i'm not warm. I have had many arm and joint issues. My knees constantly crack my wrists have been busted a few times and over all I can just see me hoping on the pole as a creeky bad idea, yet I did it.

Now I don't remember the exact "action" or thing I did to hurt my elbow but I think it was just a bang on the elbow. It hurt at first but I didn't think it was a huge deal.

But the next day my elbow was pretty sore I would move it side to side and around thinking by forcing it to move around and being able to handle the pain (my pain tolerance is very high I've been know to have a broken wrist for a week before I get a cast... aggg rugby ) so i was moving around and it did that tight pain thing but I didn't think it was THAT bad. Then a few days later my wrist started acting up. Sort of sore yet my elbow felt fine. I couldn't move my wrist back and forth (sideways). I but a wrist splint thing on it and that helps me force it not to move. If I don't have something on it I forget and use it like I never hurt it.

So the wrist hurt a little and now I get strange pains in the elbow and my pinky and ring finger is tingling. I knew then I hit a nerve.

Now it only hurts when I'm trying to sleeping and the way i try to position my elbow and arm. I can move my fingers and everything and right now i just took off the wrist splint and my hands seem fine. Its just one way I move my elbow or wrist and bang the tingling and some uncomfortable feelings happen.

I went to the doctor and he told me I hurt my ulnar and It will take a long time to heal :( He brushed me off and didn't tell me much except to keep resting it. I basically have been doing all my research online ( which is SO SCARY) some sites talk about forever damage other carpol tunnel. Ugh I just don't know the EXTENT of the damage. Did I really really eff it up or if I rest it for a long time will I be good again? Or is this tingling and pain just something else to add to my long list of pains to learn to deal with.

I feel like im living in a 50 year old body and I'm only 19 :( I have had so many injuries the past 3 years that by the time i am 50 i;ll be so stiff. That's part of the reason I wanted to pole, to keep me in shape and keep me flexible so I can not feel 50 when I am 50 :( now I have pain in my hand like a old person..great

This ulnar injury is really making me upset. I just got my pole, i see people poling and I want to go practice. I want to go to the gym but I cant lift with my arm and I don't want my right side to get all worked out and have a weak left arm:(

I'm just happy its not on my good arm but still. I can't lie I've still been on the pole. Not using my left arm but trying and learning my known spins with one hand. But still I wanted to put my 110% into poling and going back to working out and now I feel like I'm 2000 steps back. Plus to top it all off I have the NASTIEST cold right now. Which is just awesome cause you know the weather is great yet I'm dying.

I just don't know the extent of how I should rest it and how its going to effect pole. This just sucks.


Sorry for the depressing self pity tone but really I'm just so upset I could cry I'm such a BABY when :( I don't or can't get what I want boo :(

MONDAY! ITS PARTY TIME!

So today is my bestest frotch friends 18th birthday! My little Ginger is finally 18!! We are celebrating with drinks, good times and STRIPPERS!! Yes so excited to go to Sin City tonight. I like Sin City and have a good (and bad!) memories at that place. Not the nicest looking strip club in town but I think its the best in terms of drinks, good times and over all strippers. Although there are some pretty pathetic strippers in this city. I've only seen ONE that I actually liked and of course that was at Sin. Seriously I could do a better job dancing and such, but I don't think anyone other then my baby Steve can handle looking at me naked.EW.

Also Sin City is the first strip club I ever went too and the first time I saw strippers. That really good stripper I saw really actually helped inspire me to start to Pole Dance. Although I have no plans on being a stripper and getting naked I love the dance and sexual aspect of stripping. She was so good she jammed to ALL Metallica which I liked. She had an awesome black leather outfit and BOY WAS SHE HOT! She did alot of actually pole work and climbs,inverts and spins. I loved her. I hope there are some good rippers tonight. Not the usual ugly broads who walk around the pole and do lame ass walking back and forth dancing. Ew.

Anyways so we are all heading over there tonight for A GOOOOOOOOOOOOOD TIME. As of my own pole work well I'm still hurting. My arm is still messed but. I;m convinced there is something up with the nerve. I hit my elbow on the pole. Then for a few days my elbow hurt and it was uncomfortable to move it around. Then the elbow stopped hurting and my wrist started acting up. I couldn't move it side to side with out a weird uncomfortable feeling. Now they both hurt a little every once in a while and my fingers are getting werid pulsing tingling feelings. Ugh so much stress, plus I'm sick as a dog. Been coughing non stop, sore throat, head aches. THe whole nine yards. Thankfully I have a doctor appointment today at 4 so I hope he can get to the bottom of all this arm shit.

Still forcing myself to go out because I haven't "partied" with my friends for a while. Although I definitely cut back on my partying ways I still like to have a good time every now and then. Especially when we can go to the strip club and I love when I can have a night out with my man and my friends!! Plus i'm feeling a lot better and it's only usually at night when I start to feel really sick, when my body is trying to sleep. ugh.

BRB. Got to go wash out my hair dye! Yes I dyed it just a natural dark brown to match my roots, they were bad! My other brown faded so much in the sun!

Anyways I gotta go get ready, seeing the girls quick, picking up my crap from the psycho Alisha Gemmels house and then the doctor!!

so sick, just relaxing all day

So I'm very sick it sucks. Oh well shit happens I guess It just makes me so tired and sore. Like my throat is in mad pain, and my head keeps hurting. I think I'm stressed and ugh. Oh well life works in mysterious ways. Well see what happens.

So I poled a bit last night, a bit today. Taking it slow, my arm still is hurting. I'm not wearing the tensor and la'cota shit. Steve took it back. Oh well. I'm pretty sure no one reads this except my mom and Steve now. HI STEVE! HI MOM!

ha ha ha. So I poled and it felt good, it's a good stress reliever and when I do a long period of it I get such an awesome workout. I've been stopping once my arm starts hurting and focusing more on my good arm. Ugh. Wish I still had my tensor. We'll see might go to the doctor if it's not good in a few days. It sucks cause I already have a bad wrist in my right arm that I messed up 2 years ago in rugby. Really my bones are a snapping!!

I did a little of Jamillas The art of pole dvd today. But I feel so sick I can't even look at the moving on the screen. Ugh. Awful. I need to go read some more. It doesn't hurt my head! By the way....

I'm loving LOVING the new Eminem album. Recovery. LOVE IT!! Been relaxing to it all day. Great people on it with him! Rhianna, Lil Wayne, PINK!!! I love it! Frick so worth the 15 bucks I paid for it on itunes. DO IT NOW!!

Anyways I feel sick NO MORE TYPING. Later.

Another boring, useless day in the world of Miccalicious

Ah so I blog once again. Frick so many things are running through my mind. I'm seriously considering running away to Portugal. I have enough saved for a one way flight. I would be able to meet my little brother for the first time. I need a vacation. All I'm waiting on is my mom to answer since it has to be okay with her cause it's work on her part too. I have to stay at her house, I have to eat. I don't want to be to much of a bother but I still want to go. Ugh I hope I can figure something out.

finally got a pole!!

So I finally got my very own x pole!! So happy about it too. Only bummer is I banged my wrist as soon as we finally got it up and now I'll trying to stay away. It's hard I still practice on my good arm. I can manage a front hook/ballerina spin one handed now. Which is so great cause I remember first trying it and being so bad I told my teacher. "I'll never get this", and now not only can I do it when my arms both are good but I can do it one handed on my right(dominat) side. WOOO Poling makes me happy, just wish the pain in my wrist would go away!

Anyways so my pole is a 45' TG X-pert Xpole. I LOVE IT! Its thinner then the standard size pole but I love it anyways. It's not like it would be impossible to learn back to a 50' like when I was at Studio's but Vanessa will be teaching me for a while and she teaches on it. It's better for gripping with your hands but harder with your legs! But I'll master it don't worry!

I had to take out ceiling tiles and put a piece of ply wood on the joist to fit the min height of 7'4 for my pole to fit down here. This will be good enough for now and once I need more space and am that good I'll hopefully have my own place. I have pictures of Steve setting it up for me. It took a a day or so because at first I was trying to put it upstairs and the adjuster got stuck and I needed Steve's strong muscles to turn it. He promised to make it work down here and he did. I thank him for that but he's really pissing me off right now so I don't give 2 shits about him.

Now I'm just planning what I'm doing with my pole space. I want to cover up the ply wood and gap in the roof. Also want lots more mirrors. The one I have is only like a bit of the pole so its hard to see what I'm doing sometimes.

Also wanting to buy Studio Veena lessons but I won't till I have more cash and my wrist it healed. Ugh I hope it fixes up soon. It was in a good tensor thing but Steve thinks it makes sense to wake me up at 230 am to come get him wrist tensor and arm guard thing I've been wearing for a while because I hurt my wrist. Ya cause he needs them so bad, I bet he hurt his wrist lifting the cooler with all his clothes and shit the FIRST time he woke me up tonight to give him his shit. He is bi polar I swear. I just can't handle it. He is crazy. I always take him back but I think I really need to move on. Its hard because he is my first love but still he gives me a head ache.

Boys are dumb. Oh well I have pole, that's my good friend. Doesn't piss me off like my crazy boyfriend and crazy psycho bitch ex friends. Drama seriously stay away from me. I want to just run away and start a new life somewhere. Not knowing anyone. Forgetting everyone and just making new friends and relationships. Just living care free. This city is suffocating me and I feel like I'm digging and digging myself into a hole I can't get out of.

Now its almost 4 am, Steve has woken me up about ten times tonight to be a psycho fuck tard and now I think I'll try to get to sleep. I think I'll start blogging more. This helps me relax and get my mind of the CRAZIES!! Ha ha Oh well. More to come!!

SO EXCITED!! GET MY POLE 2MORROW

 JUNE.TWENTYFORTH.TWOTHOUSANDTEN

MY MY POLE WORLD HAS CHANGED A BIT SINCE MY LAST POST!!

Well I finished my classes at Studios in the Exchange in APRIL 2010!! Officially starting my pole anniversary to April.22.2010 cause that was my first class, but I had interest in pole months before! I had 5 one hour per week Pole Level 1 classes. I started off with my friend Erica trying the classes with me but she got a job out of town so she moved away after 3 classes :( I was bummed to go at it alone, but I was really loving it and didn't want to stop.

Plus I'm the one who convinced her to come with me so I had to stick it out. How could I not? I was ADDICTED !! Since I first saw videos, went to the strip club and got interested in trying it. Waited about a month till the classes actually started up from the time I got the guts to email and ask about it!!!

I always joked to people I was going to put a pole in my grandmas basement. (I am living at my grandma's currently!!) I was always curious to try it, it was sexy and I could tell it would be a KILLER strength builder!! I looked up poles a while back and was thinking of purchasing a lil minx. But then realized my ceiling down here are too short. I think lil minx requires 8 ft.

My basement ceiling is about 7'2 approximately. I'm thinking if i take out a tile or just jam my new xpert x pole in when I get it. Worst comes to worse putting it in the spare room upstairs. Its just I don't have a lap top or tv/dvd player in the spare room to watch videos. Also it's carpet upstairs, down here is laminate. I'm hoping I can pole down here a while till I need the extra height when I'm ready and put the pole upstairs. Hopefully having at least a lap top by that time to take dvd and videos upstairs.

So I finished my classes at Studios at the end of May. I started with Vanessa June.4th.2010. I found her while looking for x poles online. After my first few classes at Studios I knew I wanted a pole 100% and this was something I was going to stick with and not going to be a waste of money!! Studios poles were made of stainless steel and clear coated. I didn't know that till the second last class. I always read online when searching for poles Chrome vs Titanium Gold because I was interested in getting an xpole. I just figured silver=chrome. Not so, they were SS and that is a major reason why I did not want to continue at Studios.

I am a naturally sweaty person. I've been called "CLAM HANDS" by most of my close friends. I don't know its like I have a nervous habit, I'm just always hot? My hands are clammy as I type! Anyways at Studios I was always wiping my pole, WAY more then any other lady. I figured as much as I started pole since this has always been a problem for me. It wasn't until the first hot almost summer day that I was so frustrated. I couldn't do anything, I slipped off the pole so much I didn't even want to continue in class! SO annoying wiping EVERY SECOND!!

So back to the story, I met Vanessa while searching for an X pole in Winnipeg. I thought I would give Kijiji a shot cause just HEY MAYBE someone has one!! Kijiji is a local website where you can buy/sell, Craig list style. I found out she was an official x pole distributor in my city. So I contacted her and she told me she also teaches classes and would be starting in June at a studio on the same street as my gym. Also she was teaching on 50 and 45 TG poles that I wanted to try. Much better for my clammy hands plus she tells me they are the best for our climate in Winnipeg.   I have been taking private lessons with her for about 4 visits so far.

Tomorrow I have my 5th lesson and I get my pole. She had it shipped in already and Im so excited!!!! I'm getting a 45 New X pert X-Pole Titanium gold!!!! :D:D:D Plus my Jamilla art of pole dvds came in the mail a few days ago. IM JUST BURSTING WITH POLE HAPPINESS!!

In conclusion to this lovely pole blog I just want to announce how FREAKING EXCITED I am for tomorrow! Brazil vs Portugal (Vanessa is from Brazil, it was funny we both were wearing our team jerseys at my class yesterday, one of us is going to be very upset at tomorrows class) Hopefully PORTUGAL wins and I'll be happy and have a pole. Even if they lose I'll still be smiling cause I'll have MY OWN POLE! I can not gush enough over the excitement I am feeling!

worst pole class by far!!!!

MAY.TWENTIETH.TWOTHOUSANDTEN

Okay okay so, today was my 4th pole class and let me tell you it was the most off one so far. I gradually was feeling confidant I was progressing every class. But today I knew class would be hard, since last week our teacher canceled today was the first time I touched the pole in 2 weeks. So first I forgot I had class, so I lent my grandma the my car since my friends and I were going to the beach in their car. I remember its Thursday and realize I have class. By the time I'm home its 430 my class is at 630. I had to hop on a bus and go as soon as I packed my bags, showered off the sand and out the door. I made it there at 6 so I snuck a little pole time. Of course their were fans going in the room cause today was SO HOT OUT!! Here in Winnipeg its NEVER this hot out at this time of the month. I hear we're having the hottest temps in Canada right now which is awesome! I hope it holds up this weekend cause I'm going camping because..... on Monday its my 19th BIRTHDAY!! I've been an adult for one year!! HAHAHAHA anyways back to topic!! It was super hot out today. Plus I'm naturally sweaty, I always have clam hands!!

SO its hot out, I have been baking/tanning/slight burn on my BACK!!!, my hands are extra sweaty, and my first time touching the pole in 2 weeks. I'm surprised I remembered the routine. So yes I was wiping my pole EVERY...SINGLE.....MOVE..!!!!!grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr I'm honestly the only one in class who has to wipe.... especially the only one who CONSTANTLY has to do it. I did the first part of the routine and its basically just walking a around the pole, some pirouettes then go in to a basic spin.. well HELLO by the time I get there the damn pole is sweaty as shit with my clam hands running all around it. I couldn't even grip to do a spin and if i did my hand would...BOOM! slide down.

So I gripped, my hand went facing upwards and I slide down and my finger is BURNING!! I think this maybe what feels like pole burn, which went perfectly with the burn on my back from the sun. Now I just noticed a few hours later I now have a blister on the tip of my finger!! And it gears me cause I could understand blisters from gripping but I was so slippery all class I couldn't handle it. I WAS GETTING SO FRUSTRATED! ahhh.

So since I started there I was trying to figure out the pole. Since I have never really danced on a pole except a brass one at a bar I figured these were chrome. They were silver so they must be. Then today I just flat out asked what they were. She said hers was stainless steel, and ours were also but they were coated. So I'm wondering if this has to do with some extra slipperyness?? I'm almost done at this studio, I'm going to one with TG poles cause this clam hand girls can not handle what I supposedly thought was chrome but is stainless steel. So is chrome and steel similar? or just look wise?

So today my madonna? <- i think that was the name of the move. Well it hurt my back on the pole cause of my sunburn and I just had a tee shirt on....ouch. Plus me not even able to do any part of the routine cause when I touched the pole I would slip. And no energy from the sun....blah pole day today..:( I know these days will happen, but sometimes im just the type who gets frustrated and more determined for next time... But what if next time its just as hot, I'll be just as sweaty. and stainless steel AHHHHHH. Oh well next week is my last class there then new studio!!

pole classes are great!!

Well hello hello.

 It has been a while since I updated, I've just been so busy with work and the love life ( chicka chicka yeahhhh ;) ). So this will be my pole update, and hopefully I'll have some time to do an 420 earth blog post as well! Sorry I'm a little ansy today, I got my first creidt card today and well I wanna do some serious online shopping, but I'm fighting the craving cause I need to budget out my cash flow for my pole and my car insurance and just trying to save in general!!

So last time I blogged about pole. (Blog: I feel so nerdy saying blog) I think I was just gearing up to go to my first class later that week! Oh boy I love pole class, it is seriously so fun!!!

My first class went well, Erica(my bestest friend) is taking the classes with me and its awesome cause I don't get to see her as often as usual and class is a fun way for us to spend time together! Plus she loves to dance also. I'm taking classes at Studios in the Exchange. I know here in Winnipeg there are a few other studios ( I actually thought I was signed up for Divas on the Loose on Des Meurons[please mind my poor grammer as I have lived off this street for 15 years yet still can't manage to spell it] at first) ANYWAYS , so I emailed and contacted all the studios before I made a decision as to which studio to go with. I asked them all the same sort of questions, how much, how long are the classes and do you have to share the pole. ( whats the point? if your paying for an hour class and have to share, ew no thanks!!) So yes out of the like 3 studios I found only Studios emailed me back and she was so nice and personable, answered all my questions about pole. Class costs 130 bucks for a 5 week course ( im in begginner of course ) its pretty costly but I find its worth the cash right now cause I can't buy my own pole for a while ( $575 to get the new x pert x pole here in Peg city) so i'm gonna take these classes for now.

The lady im getting the x pole through. Shes on official disturber in Winnipeg.  She tells me she also teaches lessons, right beside my gym so its closer to home and cheaper by ten bucks. Plus she doesn't start till June so I could just stay at Studios till she start up by my house!!! I'm very excited!!!

Anyways.. I tend to ramble. My first class was awesome, Erica and I are the youngest which I don't find surprising, I wasent sure what the age range would be but its great for all women, its such great exercise and wow the women I see who are older 30 plus or whatever, wow they are in great shape, ( so far my instroctor and a fellow lady in my class) She is HAWT!! And I want to look good when I'm older too. That why I've stopped tanning ( its hard but ill be going back and covering my face again, before summer but till then i'm white!)

So yes the first class had women of all ages which is awesome. We started with some stretching, then we were taught a few spins and basic stuff. It looks so simple when you seen it done but its alot harder to actually do, JUST A SPIN. Let alone all the holding up and inverts and stuff people can do! So after my first class I felt so sore the next day. I knew I would be cause even just 5 min of playing on a pole at a bar or something and the next day I could feel it. I spent a whole class doing it. And it was awesome, my arms hurt and I had bruises on my legs. The bruises were on my shins cause the first class when i did just a basic spin I guess, ( I'm not complete with all move terms.)  so my shin would hit the pole.&lt;- which reminds me of rugby:(

I really wanted to do pole and rugby at the same time, but since I majorly fucked up my wrist in my final high school grade 12 season..( wow just my fucking luck eh.. brutal) That made me so upset I absolutely love rugby. So I was planning on going back this season. I was gonna play Assisans but that was another 250 bones for rugby due on the 24th. And practices were on days I worked. Ugh. So since my wrist still bothers me at times ( hasent yet in pole but I can guarantee  it will) I'm just freaked to go back to rugby if it's not 100% .

So I'll take one more year off rugby and then we'll see. I'll be more fit by next year (POSITIVE THINKING! MIRACLES OF YOUR MIND!!! ) and that will make my return to rugby better, rather then now, all lazied up. I play no sports anymore my only excersie is the gym, and jogging working out at home. I really do enjoy doing these most of the time. But when I'm sick or on my lady time its hard to have the energy. And the gym has been pissing me off lately, I owe them 70 bucks and keep avoiding it. Imtv or something.

Anyways! Yes.

But I'm just getting off an awful cold. 3/5 women in my class were sick, me being one of them. But I wasn't as sick as another lady, she couldn't even have the strength to lift herself up. Ahh well I made it through and even being sick I finally nailed all the moves! Well at least I felt like I did. I'm sure my inward and outward plies weren't the best but the spins! Omg!! When I first got the pin wheel down I was so excited. I just wanted to spin all freaking class. And Erica got it too! It was sweet last week we were clueless and now its getting fun cause we are understanding it!

Next week my goals are to just keep pushing myself in class and only get better , Its so fun how could I not!!! I hope we learn some new stuff but can work on the other stuff cause I wanna feel it out more. UGHHHH wish I had my own pole!!! Once a week pole time is not enough right now! I might have a pole in a few weeks.. FINGERS CROSSED!!

I love dancing around the house and I'm itching for a pole so bad! I find my self practicing with an imaginary pole ( L IS FOR LOSER.) I'm already songs to pole too. Which I also love about my class she plays lots of good tunes!! I need a bit more rockish music in there, just mixed in with everything else thats really good. I like all types of tunes so I basically bust a move to anything!

In conclusion I think that's all I'm going to write about pole for today. I've taken so many breaks and rambled about other topics. Geez louise.

and from now on I'm posting what I'm listening to. In my own journals I always write down what I'm listening too. It helps me when I read over something and I can get back to the moment, and also remember some great tunes( at least in my humble opinion) .

Beatz:
Pink-There You Go, Family Portrait, Like a Pill, Most Girls,
SOAD-Lonely day

420 rant

APRIL.NINETEENTH.TWOTHOUSANDTEN

"you do realize going to the ledge today is suppose to be a PROTEST....we need to bring back the protest part about it!! im personally going to be getting a petition going.... sign it if i see you there!! REMEMBER! OUR GENERATION IS THE ONE THAT NEEDS TO SAVE THE PLANET!even if your not a weed user, green is good for our planet,(reduce gas admissions, oil, greenhouse gasses) recycle everyone! THINK GREEN!! THIS IS OUR TIME TO MAKE A CHANGE!!!! "

Well hello fellow facebook friends! please read this thoroughly or do not read at all... just cause im a crazy rambler and tend to wander off...starting ...NOW

This note is for YOU.( STONERS AND NON TOKERS ALIKE OKAY!!) So 4:20 is today as we all know AND LOVE(at least all the stoner kids) and yes it is a fantastic day and we should all have fun and celebrate!! and of course gettttt stttooonnneedd! but everyone! wait there is more to this fabulous day then just smoking a little(cough cough i mean alot) of ganja in the middle of the city on a bright beautiful day!! we must also remember what this all really is about people! a protest....now ill be protesting for change.. for CHANGE!! Now change for you may not be legalization of weed( A WHOLE OTHER NOTE/RANT ON THAT!!) BUT NONE THE LESS A PROTEST FOR CHANGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THATS MY PETITION TOMORROW A PROTEST FOR CHANGE....

420 :Not only a day to spark our lighters to tha bud but also a day to spark our lighters on change in Winnipeg! actually lets set the mathafacka on fire!
CHANGE THE MEANING OF 420... its a day of peace,love and pot.... and now a day of change...at least thats how i see it...

our generation.. is like this. we yes smoke weed ( not all of us may i add !!) but a high percentile ill say 75% are occasional to moderate pot smokers... just had to add a percent in this note to make my rant more creditable.. (NOTE: I MADE THIS PERCENT UP.. ITS JUST MY GENERAL GUESS ).. many are daily users. BUT our generation also are party animals, even if you dont smoke weed you probably drink occasionally ( OR MORE THEN THAT LOL!!) ....ANYWAYS whether you smoke weed or not if your in my generation(well at least how I see it..) we need to come to my conclusion( as well as many others i hope)... THAT WE ARE THE GENERATION OF CHANGE... we are the new adults do we wanna make winnipeg the city its been for the past 40 years?NO its only getting worse.....

I'm not saying legalizing weed is the answer to our city problems FAR FROM IT!! but the weed legalizing part of this whole rant for change is minimal..its a small factor for my big plan for change....

my petition is one that states that WE REALIZE WE NEED TO STEP UP...WE ARE AWARE AND READY TO CHANGE WINNIPEG AND LEAD IT DOWN A BRIGHTER PATH!.... we have so much talent, good people and great things to offer the big wide world other then severe alcohol and gambling addictions and homeless bums downtown...

we need...
to address our alcohol/gambling/drug addiction problem and solve hunger and homelessness in Winnipeg
reduce water/energy use..gas admissions..green house gases..GLOBAL WARMING PEOPLE!! and many other things..
winnipeg needs many improvements to supercharge it into change that we need...
fixing existing roads before building new ones...
ending poverty there is no excuse for this we have the resources and ability yet just no motivation for change..
JUST THINK OF GREEN AS PEACE LOVE POT AND CHANGE!

we just had the Olympics(which really got us all connected and uniteg as ONE!!
) and I donno about you but i fucking love this country.. and it deserves better then what were doing to it and what the government is doing to it.

WHAT YOU ARE SIGNING:
I ___________________ realize its my generations(or the young adults of today) time to change Winnipeg for the better and then the world. We need to save the planet by saving ourselves first. By signing this I agree and realize that there needs to be a change in the way the city is run and the way we further develop as a city. We need the help and co operation of every generation/person/ and citizen of Winnipeg to make us the GREENEST CITY IN CANADA! By signing I believe we need to make 420 a day of enjoying cannabis and realizing change.( or just change if you are a non smoker). CHANGE is a big word. We need to step up and fix/ave our city and planet before its too late. By signing this you have made the first step to change and that's realizing we are the ones that need to do it!!! for more on my rants and crazy ideas for change visit my blog miccalicious@blogspot.com ( you don't have to only if you want to continue with me on this ride for change but feel free to do it however you like!)

the platform of the green party of winnipeg
http://winnipeggreenparty.ca/platform.html
.. they want to make a change too...(from what I gather from there website I'm not connected with them in anyway other then i plan on voting for them)

miccalicious.blogspot.com


so there is my long rant wow I've been typing long. and yes i am smoking my bong(Donna is basically my child..)
as i type this but you know what ? I'm serious about change in Winnipeg and being high doesn't make a difference. this reminds me of an episode of Sarah silverman when she leaves voice mails of all her CRAZY ideas when shes high so she can remember them sober... i guess this is my voice mail!! :D
THANKS FOR READING if you made it through I congratulate you since you stuck around this long I hope you are interested in making a change!!!! if your not at 420 to sign my petition don't worry follow my change journey and ill make sure to get your signature!!

if you read all this and dont wanna make at least a small change in the way this city is doing then....im sorry to bore you with my crazy high ideas!
I hope this inspires stoners and non smokers alike!


I apoligize that this note is written in poor grammer, I have been out of school for a while and i just type as i goooooooooooooooo.


I am only one, but I am one. I cannot do everything, but I can do something. And I will not let what I cannot do interfere with what I can do. -Edward Everett Hale

excited to start my pole class!

APRIL.NINETEENTH.TWOTHOUSANDTEN








So! I'm super excited! Me and Erica start our first classes on Thrusday! I'm excited to start since I've been dying to play on the pole since the first couple times. It's gonna be addicting I can already tell. I just love to dance in general!!! I've been working alot lately since I started a new job. Had to wait to take lessons till I found one. Quit my old job to find something new. New year, New Changes.. ahhhh. Applied for school, still wanting to apply to one more but been sort of in a pickle. Applying tomorrow won't die if I don't get in. Does that make me crazy? I feel like I should take a chance!! This is short. I just can't type. I have a head ache. And worked all night! Wow its 1:24 am! and I know I'll be up at 2 am .. sigh...so I leave with one last thought..POLE LESSONS THURSDAY!!

starting up pole dancing!!

APRIL.THIRD.TWOTHOUSANDTEN

So I've had this "Studio Venna" email popping up in my hotmail account for so long and since changing emails, completely forgot. I'm new to pole, not new to the whole blogging or writing thing. I always have to write my feelings, thoughts at least a few times a week. Helps me stay focused on my goals and helps me deal with things by writing them down. I write in note books mostly but an occasional forum/blog will do! Hopefully this forum will help me find friends with similar interests, and most importantly help me along with my little pole journey...

Basically ... I have always loved dancing. Starting with jazz/ballet from age 5-12. I loved Dance class and performing at the Winnipeg Concert Hall every single year. I did this for countless years, giving up sleepovers and birthday parties because of a Saturday morning class. I always stayed at grandmas for dance since my classes were in tcona. And I and all my friends living in osv. I gave that up because it was Saturday mornings. I always regretted it but I wanted something new. I'm always craving new knowledge, and have a short attention span, but focus enough and I can accomplish anything! And little did I know then that Saturday mornings were always going to need to be off in my lifestyle!! I quit dancing for scouts Canada. And so did all my girl friends from school. There I learned so many new things and had so many positive experiences. (Which I also had in countless years of dance). I did cubs to scouts to ventures. I Think about five years or so.( ? perhaps) I connected with so many people that I'll have life long friendships with. Its an amazing experience! . So my Saturday mornings consisted of meeting up in brown shirts raising money for trees, or of countless memorable camping trips. ... I hope my "Pole dancing" will as well!

Now pole? I honestly have always been a party girl and loved to dance. Going to the clubs dancing and having fun with my friends is always a fun thing to do. You can bust a move and its just so fun! I almost feel like since I'm an adult now 18, going out dancing is the only chance I get to dance other then just by my self in my basement! I feel like I need something more, new moves? new styles? just something Im always craving that next thing that I can add and mix in with all my "Miccalicious" as I like to call it and keep moving forward with my life in dancing and positive growing experiences. Dancing, scouts, rugby, baseball to name a few...

So my dance has evolved to some form of burlesque/club/booty shaking/hip hop/party sort of style I guess I would call it. Just through out growing up just what I was exposed to I wanted to be like Britney Spears or Christina Augulaira. I mean dancing ballet on Saturday mornings turned into dancing at the club on a Friday or dancing at a house party. I'm not the greatest dancer, I know that. I've seen all the shows on tv now. And I'm no where as good as those people or even my friends. But I dance to have FUN!! not to be good at anything. But Pole is different, its something new I can try ( my best friend is also going to be taking lessons with me) and just have FUN!!

So yes pole? once again, you'll come to learn I have a tenancy to ramble on and on and never really get to the point! Pole is sexy, I've been to strip clubs and I love them! Now I'm not into seeing girls touch them self's and all that ewwie goodness. note: must write about first stripper experience! but the moves, the strength to do those things. The fun ness. <- not a word haha! Even just the rush of feeling sexy dancing in your heels is good pole just looks like a natural progressing for me in my dancing...( not that i plan to go work at the strip club anytime soon ).

SO oooososo!! HAHA recently I've just been playing around at clubs and bars on poles just for fun when I'm busting a move with my girlfriends. I practice yoga and hit the gym when I can ( been slacking this past week not gonna lie) but I have been going out for jogs, not to long since my cardio is not too fantastic from gym exercising to out door running, its much harder on the lungs! Reminds me of rugby which i'll be hopefully getting back into as well! Hoping adding pole to my routine will help me tone up. I know I have a long ways to go till I\'ll ever be satisfied with my body. But hopefully this blogging, this website, this pole, and this year can be that year for me. Who knows but I just have to keep trying! ahhh.

So I start my classes April 22. note: write about how I chose my class/ my studio. DO YOUR RESEARCH. I didn't want to spend $$ to be in a class that you can't advance in. I'm starting on pole 1 obviously. Also I wanted a place where I was guaranteed my own pole. Its already a 1 hour class only once a week. I want to be on that pole with a teacher available to me the whole time. I want to learn! I've emailed all the studios and only one studio emailed me back!! Can you believe it. If a client is emailing you you answer questions, more likely Ill spend my cash there. You wouldn't go buy a TV with out looking around for prices, information, etc. COMPARING. Then I started emailing with the studio teacher who always answers quickly and personally which makes me feel very comfortable because she is always answering my questions and always updating my when the new classes start and such. Its been a hassle signing up cause the date is always changing but hopefully this time its April 22! She answered all my questions, including my favorite question.. Why choose your studio compared to the others in the city?...

So there is my short ramble. My first post.... Hope people will follow my adventure, this is the beginning you never know where I may end up, so be on my side cause I promise it will be a fun ride!!