Sunday, October 30, 2011
Monday, September 27, 2010
REMEMBER THIS POST...
MONDAY! ITS PARTY TIME! July.12.2010.
For the gingers birthday we went to Lipstixx instead. It was the first time I went to that club and it was an alright strip club I guess? I was so hammered and everyone was having so much fun. It felt great to let loose!! Steve was there which was also great cause I loved seeing him enjoying time out when I'm with friends. Lipstixx gets an 80% from me. I like the black lights, dancers are alright.
I should become a club rater. Hahaha! That would be an exciting job! I have a job interview this week. CROSSING MY FINGERS. Trying to think positive!!!!!
For the gingers birthday we went to Lipstixx instead. It was the first time I went to that club and it was an alright strip club I guess? I was so hammered and everyone was having so much fun. It felt great to let loose!! Steve was there which was also great cause I loved seeing him enjoying time out when I'm with friends. Lipstixx gets an 80% from me. I like the black lights, dancers are alright.
I should become a club rater. Hahaha! That would be an exciting job! I have a job interview this week. CROSSING MY FINGERS. Trying to think positive!!!!!
Friday, August 13, 2010
POLE dance AUGUST update!!
So still haven't been doing to much dancing, okay that's a lie but not as intense. Its hard not to use my left arm. Even the sightless repetitive movements and it acts up. Such a bummer! I did try a split grip v-spin? Where you are in the split grip position and lift up into a v with your legs. Oh well I think that's what I call it I guess I should look it up!!
Still doing one handed front hooks(right),fireman,attitude.Working on some knee holds and chair sits.
When I was in Nestor Falls for the week with Steve I had no pole. But on our drive there we popped into Kenora. We snapped a couple pictures with Husky the Musky? Is that his name? Anyways there were a few poles in the garden and on right in front of the lake. They were quite a bit thicker since I only have a 45 but they were easier to grip for a chair sit which is what I wanted a picture of. Since I can't do many poses with my bad arm. Wasen't even gonna risk anything! Nailed it the first time. Then progressivally got worse as I went on. I had to use some climbing strength and its so hard with just one hand so I end up using my bad arm and it hurts again! UGH!! Anyways 3 tries and I quit, but got 2 pictures.
Here they are..
And here is a great video of Jenyne Butterfly. My favorite of her's so far!!
Still doing one handed front hooks(right),fireman,attitude.Working on some knee holds and chair sits.
When I was in Nestor Falls for the week with Steve I had no pole. But on our drive there we popped into Kenora. We snapped a couple pictures with Husky the Musky? Is that his name? Anyways there were a few poles in the garden and on right in front of the lake. They were quite a bit thicker since I only have a 45 but they were easier to grip for a chair sit which is what I wanted a picture of. Since I can't do many poses with my bad arm. Wasen't even gonna risk anything! Nailed it the first time. Then progressivally got worse as I went on. I had to use some climbing strength and its so hard with just one hand so I end up using my bad arm and it hurts again! UGH!! Anyways 3 tries and I quit, but got 2 pictures.
Here they are..
And here is a great video of Jenyne Butterfly. My favorite of her's so far!!
Friday, July 16, 2010
quick update
Haven't really been poling all too much. Did a bit just now, wow it gives me a sweat, plus I'm still a little sick so it makes me cough so much. Ugh I wish this sickness and nerve pain shit would go away!!! My arm is so annoying. I have to keep it straight as much as possible because of the nerve entrapment. It's hard to when I'm trying to sleep. But when people curl there arms up while sleeping it can make it worse and cause it? If you bang it bent I guess. Anyways its hard to stay away completely but I can still do one handed things. Some floor work and walking. I just wish I felt better I'm still sick its been a whole week!!
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
My fucked up arm blog.
When I first set up my pole about to weeks ago, I hopped right on it and did some moves. ( It took us a whole day to fix our ceiling and get the pole to fit in my little basement) So I was just so happy to try it out. I know now NEVER EVER EVER..... eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeerrrrrrrr to pole when i'm not warm. I have had many arm and joint issues. My knees constantly crack my wrists have been busted a few times and over all I can just see me hoping on the pole as a creeky bad idea, yet I did it.
Now I don't remember the exact "action" or thing I did to hurt my elbow but I think it was just a bang on the elbow. It hurt at first but I didn't think it was a huge deal.
But the next day my elbow was pretty sore I would move it side to side and around thinking by forcing it to move around and being able to handle the pain (my pain tolerance is very high I've been know to have a broken wrist for a week before I get a cast... aggg rugby ) so i was moving around and it did that tight pain thing but I didn't think it was THAT bad. Then a few days later my wrist started acting up. Sort of sore yet my elbow felt fine. I couldn't move my wrist back and forth (sideways). I but a wrist splint thing on it and that helps me force it not to move. If I don't have something on it I forget and use it like I never hurt it.
So the wrist hurt a little and now I get strange pains in the elbow and my pinky and ring finger is tingling. I knew then I hit a nerve.
Now it only hurts when I'm trying to sleeping and the way i try to position my elbow and arm. I can move my fingers and everything and right now i just took off the wrist splint and my hands seem fine. Its just one way I move my elbow or wrist and bang the tingling and some uncomfortable feelings happen.
I went to the doctor and he told me I hurt my ulnar and It will take a long time to heal :( He brushed me off and didn't tell me much except to keep resting it. I basically have been doing all my research online ( which is SO SCARY) some sites talk about forever damage other carpol tunnel. Ugh I just don't know the EXTENT of the damage. Did I really really eff it up or if I rest it for a long time will I be good again? Or is this tingling and pain just something else to add to my long list of pains to learn to deal with.
I feel like im living in a 50 year old body and I'm only 19 :( I have had so many injuries the past 3 years that by the time i am 50 i;ll be so stiff. That's part of the reason I wanted to pole, to keep me in shape and keep me flexible so I can not feel 50 when I am 50 :( now I have pain in my hand like a old person..great
This ulnar injury is really making me upset. I just got my pole, i see people poling and I want to go practice. I want to go to the gym but I cant lift with my arm and I don't want my right side to get all worked out and have a weak left arm:(
I'm just happy its not on my good arm but still. I can't lie I've still been on the pole. Not using my left arm but trying and learning my known spins with one hand. But still I wanted to put my 110% into poling and going back to working out and now I feel like I'm 2000 steps back. Plus to top it all off I have the NASTIEST cold right now. Which is just awesome cause you know the weather is great yet I'm dying.
I just don't know the extent of how I should rest it and how its going to effect pole. This just sucks.
Sorry for the depressing self pity tone but really I'm just so upset I could cry I'm such a BABY when :( I don't or can't get what I want boo :(
Now I don't remember the exact "action" or thing I did to hurt my elbow but I think it was just a bang on the elbow. It hurt at first but I didn't think it was a huge deal.
But the next day my elbow was pretty sore I would move it side to side and around thinking by forcing it to move around and being able to handle the pain (my pain tolerance is very high I've been know to have a broken wrist for a week before I get a cast... aggg rugby ) so i was moving around and it did that tight pain thing but I didn't think it was THAT bad. Then a few days later my wrist started acting up. Sort of sore yet my elbow felt fine. I couldn't move my wrist back and forth (sideways). I but a wrist splint thing on it and that helps me force it not to move. If I don't have something on it I forget and use it like I never hurt it.
So the wrist hurt a little and now I get strange pains in the elbow and my pinky and ring finger is tingling. I knew then I hit a nerve.
Now it only hurts when I'm trying to sleeping and the way i try to position my elbow and arm. I can move my fingers and everything and right now i just took off the wrist splint and my hands seem fine. Its just one way I move my elbow or wrist and bang the tingling and some uncomfortable feelings happen.
I went to the doctor and he told me I hurt my ulnar and It will take a long time to heal :( He brushed me off and didn't tell me much except to keep resting it. I basically have been doing all my research online ( which is SO SCARY) some sites talk about forever damage other carpol tunnel. Ugh I just don't know the EXTENT of the damage. Did I really really eff it up or if I rest it for a long time will I be good again? Or is this tingling and pain just something else to add to my long list of pains to learn to deal with.
I feel like im living in a 50 year old body and I'm only 19 :( I have had so many injuries the past 3 years that by the time i am 50 i;ll be so stiff. That's part of the reason I wanted to pole, to keep me in shape and keep me flexible so I can not feel 50 when I am 50 :( now I have pain in my hand like a old person..great
This ulnar injury is really making me upset. I just got my pole, i see people poling and I want to go practice. I want to go to the gym but I cant lift with my arm and I don't want my right side to get all worked out and have a weak left arm:(
I'm just happy its not on my good arm but still. I can't lie I've still been on the pole. Not using my left arm but trying and learning my known spins with one hand. But still I wanted to put my 110% into poling and going back to working out and now I feel like I'm 2000 steps back. Plus to top it all off I have the NASTIEST cold right now. Which is just awesome cause you know the weather is great yet I'm dying.
I just don't know the extent of how I should rest it and how its going to effect pole. This just sucks.
Sorry for the depressing self pity tone but really I'm just so upset I could cry I'm such a BABY when :( I don't or can't get what I want boo :(
Monday, July 12, 2010
MONDAY! ITS PARTY TIME!
So today is my bestest frotch friends 18th birthday! My little Ginger is finally 18!! We are celebrating with drinks, good times and STRIPPERS!! Yes so excited to go to Sin City tonight. I like Sin City and have a good (and bad!) memories at that place. Not the nicest looking strip club in town but I think its the best in terms of drinks, good times and over all strippers. Although there are some pretty pathetic strippers in this city. I've only seen ONE that I actually liked and of course that was at Sin. Seriously I could do a better job dancing and such, but I don't think anyone other then my baby Steve can handle looking at me naked.EW.
Also Sin City is the first strip club I ever went too and the first time I saw strippers. That really good stripper I saw really actually helped inspire me to start to Pole Dance. Although I have no plans on being a stripper and getting naked I love the dance and sexual aspect of stripping. She was so good she jammed to ALL Metallica which I liked. She had an awesome black leather outfit and BOY WAS SHE HOT! She did alot of actually pole work and climbs,inverts and spins. I loved her. I hope there are some good rippers tonight. Not the usual ugly broads who walk around the pole and do lame ass walking back and forth dancing. Ew.
Anyways so we are all heading over there tonight for A GOOOOOOOOOOOOOD TIME. As of my own pole work well I'm still hurting. My arm is still messed but. I;m convinced there is something up with the nerve. I hit my elbow on the pole. Then for a few days my elbow hurt and it was uncomfortable to move it around. Then the elbow stopped hurting and my wrist started acting up. I couldn't move it side to side with out a weird uncomfortable feeling. Now they both hurt a little every once in a while and my fingers are getting werid pulsing tingling feelings. Ugh so much stress, plus I'm sick as a dog. Been coughing non stop, sore throat, head aches. THe whole nine yards. Thankfully I have a doctor appointment today at 4 so I hope he can get to the bottom of all this arm shit.
Still forcing myself to go out because I haven't "partied" with my friends for a while. Although I definitely cut back on my partying ways I still like to have a good time every now and then. Especially when we can go to the strip club and I love when I can have a night out with my man and my friends!! Plus i'm feeling a lot better and it's only usually at night when I start to feel really sick, when my body is trying to sleep. ugh.
BRB. Got to go wash out my hair dye! Yes I dyed it just a natural dark brown to match my roots, they were bad! My other brown faded so much in the sun!
Anyways I gotta go get ready, seeing the girls quick, picking up my crap from the psycho Alisha Gemmels house and then the doctor!!
Also Sin City is the first strip club I ever went too and the first time I saw strippers. That really good stripper I saw really actually helped inspire me to start to Pole Dance. Although I have no plans on being a stripper and getting naked I love the dance and sexual aspect of stripping. She was so good she jammed to ALL Metallica which I liked. She had an awesome black leather outfit and BOY WAS SHE HOT! She did alot of actually pole work and climbs,inverts and spins. I loved her. I hope there are some good rippers tonight. Not the usual ugly broads who walk around the pole and do lame ass walking back and forth dancing. Ew.
Anyways so we are all heading over there tonight for A GOOOOOOOOOOOOOD TIME. As of my own pole work well I'm still hurting. My arm is still messed but. I;m convinced there is something up with the nerve. I hit my elbow on the pole. Then for a few days my elbow hurt and it was uncomfortable to move it around. Then the elbow stopped hurting and my wrist started acting up. I couldn't move it side to side with out a weird uncomfortable feeling. Now they both hurt a little every once in a while and my fingers are getting werid pulsing tingling feelings. Ugh so much stress, plus I'm sick as a dog. Been coughing non stop, sore throat, head aches. THe whole nine yards. Thankfully I have a doctor appointment today at 4 so I hope he can get to the bottom of all this arm shit.
Still forcing myself to go out because I haven't "partied" with my friends for a while. Although I definitely cut back on my partying ways I still like to have a good time every now and then. Especially when we can go to the strip club and I love when I can have a night out with my man and my friends!! Plus i'm feeling a lot better and it's only usually at night when I start to feel really sick, when my body is trying to sleep. ugh.
BRB. Got to go wash out my hair dye! Yes I dyed it just a natural dark brown to match my roots, they were bad! My other brown faded so much in the sun!
Anyways I gotta go get ready, seeing the girls quick, picking up my crap from the psycho Alisha Gemmels house and then the doctor!!
Thursday, July 8, 2010
so sick, just relaxing all day
So I'm very sick it sucks. Oh well shit happens I guess It just makes me so tired and sore. Like my throat is in mad pain, and my head keeps hurting. I think I'm stressed and ugh. Oh well life works in mysterious ways. Well see what happens.
So I poled a bit last night, a bit today. Taking it slow, my arm still is hurting. I'm not wearing the tensor and la'cota shit. Steve took it back. Oh well. I'm pretty sure no one reads this except my mom and Steve now. HI STEVE! HI MOM!
ha ha ha. So I poled and it felt good, it's a good stress reliever and when I do a long period of it I get such an awesome workout. I've been stopping once my arm starts hurting and focusing more on my good arm. Ugh. Wish I still had my tensor. We'll see might go to the doctor if it's not good in a few days. It sucks cause I already have a bad wrist in my right arm that I messed up 2 years ago in rugby. Really my bones are a snapping!!
I did a little of Jamillas The art of pole dvd today. But I feel so sick I can't even look at the moving on the screen. Ugh. Awful. I need to go read some more. It doesn't hurt my head! By the way....
I'm loving LOVING the new Eminem album. Recovery. LOVE IT!! Been relaxing to it all day. Great people on it with him! Rhianna, Lil Wayne, PINK!!! I love it! Frick so worth the 15 bucks I paid for it on itunes. DO IT NOW!!
Anyways I feel sick NO MORE TYPING. Later.
So I poled a bit last night, a bit today. Taking it slow, my arm still is hurting. I'm not wearing the tensor and la'cota shit. Steve took it back. Oh well. I'm pretty sure no one reads this except my mom and Steve now. HI STEVE! HI MOM!
ha ha ha. So I poled and it felt good, it's a good stress reliever and when I do a long period of it I get such an awesome workout. I've been stopping once my arm starts hurting and focusing more on my good arm. Ugh. Wish I still had my tensor. We'll see might go to the doctor if it's not good in a few days. It sucks cause I already have a bad wrist in my right arm that I messed up 2 years ago in rugby. Really my bones are a snapping!!
I did a little of Jamillas The art of pole dvd today. But I feel so sick I can't even look at the moving on the screen. Ugh. Awful. I need to go read some more. It doesn't hurt my head! By the way....
I'm loving LOVING the new Eminem album. Recovery. LOVE IT!! Been relaxing to it all day. Great people on it with him! Rhianna, Lil Wayne, PINK!!! I love it! Frick so worth the 15 bucks I paid for it on itunes. DO IT NOW!!
Anyways I feel sick NO MORE TYPING. Later.
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